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I am selling the following pacapillar, it is a slug, and from a previous advent.

$85 USD paypal only.


https://play.pacapillars.com/character/G-0159

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Yesterday I took him to the vet, for a euthanasia.
I've dealt with these sorts of tumours before (visible, ulcerating, aggressive), with my childhood dog.
So I knew the process, what was coming, when to take the decision... Still it's always so hard.
Took a few quills home with me, and had him cremated, just have to wait a few days to get his urn.

He was such a sweet boop. Very puffy but still always curious about everything.
I loved putting him up to my ears and hearing the little squeaky noises... then he'd annoint himself with my hair.
Poop on my shoulders. That sort of hedgey stuff.

It was an excruciating month. Every time I cleaned him, which had to be three times a day, I remembered my dog so that was a whole extra layer of sadness.
But then I'd hear him wheeling at night and it made me happy. Making him as comfy as possible while he was still going, y'know.

Anyway. I really wish there was, like, a support group for people with terminal pets. In particular, skin cancers. Just that specific routine of cleaning them, is so taxing, and pretty much nobody (well, here, in my surroundings) understands what it is like. I've thought about maybe trying to start one up, I don't know... I'm just rambling. I miss my hedge. I wonder how long it'll take me to stop worrying about making loud noises in my room or turning on the lights at night...

I'm ok though. Handling it. Venting here is nice.
His name was Trufa (troufle), he was albino. I'll share some pics of him later.
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Happy October folks!
What's everyone up to?

Me? Well I'm pretty gosh darn good right now, objectively.
Pets are good boiis, I finally furnished my entire living room (4K 55" SMART TV WADDUP), I've started my figure collecting hobby again (photos coming soon...*), and most excitingly next week I start a 3 month course on dog training (super legit, 10 students, I had to apply and everything) so I can finally shove credentials in the face of people who argue with me about how it's totally fine to hit their dogs or choke them with collars during walks. I've formed the habit of just walking up to people to try and teach them proper dog care - I'm like a jehova's witness of doggos, knockin' on ya' door to discuss the gospel of ethology.

Subjectively there's always the mental garbage but hey, everyone's got their own.
Been doing better, enough that my psych wanted to wean me off the anti depressants... the withdrawal was way too hard (I didn't wean, just stopped them immediately) so I got back on them because fuck that (literal!) noise, like I honestly couldn't even understand what happened around me and it took me a week to realize it was withdrawal and not something else. Fun times.

I've pretty nice stories honestly, I'll be spamming forum threads with them huehuehue.

I HAVE INSTAGRAM AND TWITTER

I'm trying to keep up with all this social media stuff, I have two instagrams and a twitter

Instagram New Icon  MANJARSIN: pupperino and his adventures
Instagram New Icon  ZAGITTORCH: personal, y'know selfies, the photos of my figures, some art stuffs
Twitter  ZAGITTORCH: will mostly post my art here from now on

They're all in Spanish because I'm trying to focus on networking in my own country instead of overseas. But follow me anyway because pretty pictures.
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Pacapillar UFT

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Howdy. Well now that I'm back I really just can't connect to a full green character /sobs
I tried.

So here's my little Wee and they're looking for a new home.
Hopefully someone who loves green.
Wee by Zagittorch
Dex entry: G0039
Guest Artist made and then re-designed by me (approval through discord just never got around to updating the dex).

Wee is "Rare" and these are the traits...
  • Long Feelers
  • Bioluminescence
  • Extrusions (the starfish and beads on the neck area)

Only looking for other Pacapillars! I like warm palettes, and would highly prefer a paca with similar rarity.
Please don't be offended if I say "No" since I love Wee's design it's just the color I can't work with, so I really want to get a perfect butt in return! Thank you :heart:

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I've made a new paypal and it seems to be working, we'll see!

I'll be powering through my owed art this week, so anyone waiting for me, won't be much longer!!

Thank you so much for your patience and support.


Hello lovelies
Life wasn't satisfied with all it has hit me with these past couple of months, so while I lay down on the floor crying, it decided to kick me in the gut by ruining my paypal :heart:
I won't go into detail about the situation since it's personal, but the point is I can't have paypal for the moment (maybe never) - as such I can no longer take paypal payments, and will switch exclusively to deviantART points.

Since I expect my commission influx to diminish, I'll try to use the extra time to possibly engage in more personal work and finish everything I owe in a faster fashion.

As always, thank you all so much for supporting me and being patient, especially during these hard times
I'm really trying my best, I know it may not be enough, but thank you.

Please stop suggesting me alternatives ^^U Paypal is the only platform that works for my country and the reason I can't have it is on my end, not theirs!

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My hedge passed away by Zagittorch, journal

I hAve RisENN frMm Teh dEAd 4 SPOoOkY MonTHH by Zagittorch, journal